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Tag: time

Be Calm

Be calm. Be still. When you walk down the street, feel the motion around you slow down, the air thin out, and hear the Eternity whisper. The times I walk my cold avenues and you stroll your sunny alleys, if you could just grasp that moment, we would meet. That thinning of the air, that slowing down of motion. […]


We Are All Going to Die

There was light music in the background. People were talking, trying to get a drink, watching others, going to the loo, flirting. I was standing next to Girlfriend as we both were silent for a while. She is someone I can afford to be silent with. And then time started rolling in a funny way. It […]

A Thousand Years

Making, Giving, Losing Time

I choose reality over fantasy, methodically performing acts that those next to me can perceive as involvement, though I cannot be sure if my patience will last another day or whether I will see any point the day after tomorrow.

About Time

It’s one of the rare films I watched and laughed out loud from the bottom of my heart, and then also cried sweet-and-sourly without stopping myself, too. It resonated with such a broad range of my emotions and felt like spiritual cumming, you know, when you get the feeling the whole area of your heart […]