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Tag: calm

Calm vs. Numb

So it appears I live in a huge place filled with deafening silence. So much air… The clouds herded by strong wind, the whole world outside the window and inside, right where I am. And it does feel like spring in the beginning of January, it does. An echo of a feeling. Just an echo. […]

Working on It

It’s been 34 days now. The Teacher says it takes 40 days for a very strong and constant thought to submerge to our subconscious and become our guiding attitude. I have been working on it for almost as long and I’m determined to continue towards that indefinitely.