HelluvaGirl

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Association Game

Imagine an animal. It’s a doe. What do you do when you see it? I look her in the eye. What does she do? She stands there for a moment, then turns around and runs away. Now imagine water. It’s… no, not an ocean. It’s a lake. With a boat on it. Ok, now think […]

Snow on the Sahara

Since I was a teenager, this song would arise very strong emotive associations which I’ve never tried to put into words before. Tearing longing; feelings that outlast relationships or people, tragedies or impossibility; being left alone without a choice but to love… Have you ever experienced strong feelings that were sort of… not yours?

Cafe de Flore

I don’t know why so many people have told me to watch this film for years. Said I would like it, and that they saw me there. I truly don’t know why or how they got this idea, this association. Watching it, I didn’t like it. I suffered through it. I was suffocating. At the very end, […]